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Sunday, August 26, 2018

Do you ever had sleepless night?
Like nights that you wanted to sleep but once in a while you just wake up, or wake up in shock?

Thats what happened to me whenever I have something in my mind.
I think the first time when i had such feeling was when i was over at Australia and was having a break up.
I will wake up in shock and the bed will be wet with sweat, even the weather is so cold.

Is this even a sickness?
Are there any way i can counter this? Sleeping pills?

I scare I eat le I cannot wake up, haha.

Anyway good morning guys, Hope today will be a better day.

posted at 2:21 PM by Andywangzi

LAST DAY OF SINGAPORE NIGTH FEST!
OMG! Today its tiring!
But its the fun kind of tiring.

I thank those friends who came down and greet me, you got support on my food or not its okay.
Moral support its good enough.
Next time just help me take instagram story and post okay.

I just got back home, shower and facing my laptop.

So tired, but people who know me should know i cant sleep if i have something in my mind.
I might be laughing, hehe, haha in front of you. but that might not be the truth me.
Cause I dont open my heart easily.

If i am open up to you in certain things, please dont give up on me and guide me through.
Because I trust you.

Anyway, the person that i been looking forward to see text, texted me.
We just talk about casual stuff, which is really not what I want.
I want an answer.
If the answer NO, yes I will cry mother cry father cry until the whole world knows. but at least i know what to do in life.
If the answer is yes, of cause i will treasure.

But i am practical person, i really dont like to beat around the bush.

Sorry reader, another post that I vain

Maybe next post let me post picture of my taiwan trip.

Goodnight, and thanks for reading. At least i know you care.

posted at 4:02 AM by Andywangzi

Saturday, August 25, 2018

Day number 3 of me writing back blog.

Feeling: Not good.

Its a Friday night, and I felt terrible.

Have you ever had a feeling of dying legitly?

Dont worry, this is not a suicide note.
I still cant die yet as there are too much responsibility on me.

Somehow i felt i really lose a lot of things,
My Career
My Friends
My Relationship

Basically its like there are nothing for me to look forward to.

Maybe I shouldnt say about all these here ba.
As there is a saying "dont show the nagetive part of you to others".

So let me share something else then.
Today business at Sg Night Fest was a good one.
Business sales was good.
Quite a lot of crowd.
My Sister came.

Yah, thats it.

I mean like you guys will think, oh you still have your business right.
You still have your sister.
You still have your business partners.

Maybe its just not as simple as you think.
I am not really open up to a lot people.
Even my blood sister doesnt really know what happen to me.

I wish to find true friends, but at the same time i dont trust so easily.

Sucks to be me.

Okay write till here.

Let me drink my sorrow.
There is a song that totally describe my feeling now.
I'm a mess

Goodnight........

posted at 1:50 AM by Andywangzi

Friday, August 24, 2018

The event just ended for the day.

But i wasnt happy at all, not because of the sales.

Just that i got no mood at all.

Yes, its because of relationship issue.

Anyway readers, my relationship wasnt doing so well.

i do like someone so deeply that i never had that kind of feeling for a long time.

but I am kind of messed up now, because i might had ruin it.

I really doesnt want to go into details because i will get emotional.

I even told my Jas, that t cant talk it durning event because it will affect my emotion during the event.
So maybe for the time before dont ask me unlesss you want to see me cry.
Because i do love this person deeply and i find this person different.

I should stop here, because i really got no mood.

posted at 3:02 AM by Andywangzi

Thursday, August 23, 2018

So this blog i shall make it back to life.
Since almost my entire life was being said here.

And I guess in the past a lot of people know me through this blog.

It was been 3 years since i updated this blog, and i had a difficult time remember the email address and password of it. Haha.

But the first post I am going to update its not going to be a nice post.

Where should I start off with?

Maybe let me talk about my Career......

So being in the force for 9 years, I am finally out of it.

It wasnt a pleasure leaving the force as I didnt plan my going out path and I am kind of panicing now.

I am working part time at a KTV which life was good till recently as I having some issue with the staff there.

So I just came back from taiwan trip and i went with a few of the KTV stuff, was expecting it to be a great and relaxing trip. As I just left the force, i was hoping that it can be a retreat for me. But you know trips do bring out a person personality. So turn out that I didnt really enjoy myself.

I kind of regarded for going.

As for business, it been pretty well as i have upcoming few event to run.

Ops for those who doesnt know, I have this new business call EASY EGGS.

I am the CO-founder together with another 2 partners.

So its a event FNB company, we participate events like, Singapore Artbox, Beerfest Asia, Singapore night festival, Christmas Wonderland and etc etc.

The only thing about this business is that its not a permanent location. So if there are no events, basically i will eat grass. haha

I am going to end my blog here by saying.

If you guys got any full-time job recommendation, please introduce it to me.

Any job also can i see if i am suitable for it.

What about my relationship? Hmmm... I update on the next post....

I will be updating this blog as much as possible with more photos and my life.

LIFE IS LIKE A RAINBOW!

Give me some time and I will climb back up to be the WANGZI again.

posted at 3:11 AM by Andywangzi