Thursday, April 19, 2012

Just the other day, someone asked me.
"Andy, are you some1 don't cry easily"?
Honesty. I am some who don't cry.
I guess the last time I cried is abt 3 years back.

可是今天我哭了。
I oso dunno why I do so.
Was watching a TV drama, my tears just rolled down.

In my mind I was thinking, life is so hard.
Life is so difficult.
I am thinking of my past, I find myself really stupid.
Looking at myself now, I am still stupid.
Why am I always stressing myself?
Why do I always think for nothing.
I stress myself, stress others, stress everyone, stress everything.

Others like to Have fun is their problem, why do I need to care?
Others like to gossip is oso their problem.
Why do I need to change for others?
Why I cannot just be a normal person?
Why do I need to care those that trying to harm me?

No, I want to be myself.
Cry out whenever I want, sad just show I am sad, unhappy just show I am unhappy.
Why do I need to hide?
Why do I need to stress what the others think?



I am sorry reader, this post is a emo post.
Just wan a shout out.
I want to make this post a reminder in my life.

posted at 5:35 AM by Andywangzi