Dear Reader.
It have already past 12 midnight.
So I guess today is still not our DOOMS day.

I am leaving for the airport in an hour time.
Flying to USA as I said.
Hope I still get to land at a airport.

1st stop.
SIN to NRT(Tokyo), Transit.
NRT to LAX

I will try to post when I am away.
But i am only bring Ipad.
So no picture for the time being till I get back.

I wish everyone have a happy holiday in advance.
:)

I wonder is there anyone out there reading?
I really wish to hear some comment from reader......

Recently someone just told me reading my blog make him happy and laugh.
Because of my spelling and grammer mistake?
Someone even say my blog is for porn putting up all my naked pic. O no, its not like this.
This blog is clear and as I say I take abt life of me.

My life have been a bit boring after I came back from Taiwan.
Busy working and working.
But I am counting down the days to USA.
Just another 4 more days and I be flying off.....
But my luggage is not even packed yet.

As I say the day that I am flying off is what they say WORLD END.....
So i am counting down as well.....

Anyway I got myself a new haircut.......

Colours of Flowers




















That is all for my 7 DAYs taiwan trip....
I will be back in taiwan again most probably during March or April.....


But for now, counting down 8 more days to United State of America.
This time I be going to Los Angles, Rino and San Francisco.
Yup the day I am flying of is 21 of Dec.
Thats what they say, World end.
So please wish me luck in flying off and come back in a piece.
and hopefully we get to see each other again.....
:)

I am so sorry abt ytd drama.







 and these are at Shifen
If you guys watch "you are the apple of my eyes"
This is the place they out the lantern.

This place is so cool, you can even set your firework.....
NO ONE WILL CARE ABOUT YOU!!!
and to them, WHAT THE F**K IS POLICE!

Hey just put taiwan trip aside first k.

I just feel emotional now.
and I dont wish to create a drama on facebook.
So the best place to vain my emotion is here.

A relationship, the longer it is the more unstable it is.
Its just like walking on a unstable bridge.
Someone ever told me this, a relationship is like a chair.
When you brake it and fix it back it will still become unstable.
I totally understand and agree now.
Relationship been thru quarrel and even fight, thats the breaking chair...
And no matter how we fix it, the person will still remember it.

I am a alcoholic, I just love to drink, I just dont like to be controlled when I drink.
I will even true very aggressive, to certain ppl.
But i dont know what I am doing.

I have try to fix myself by stop drinking outside for months.
But sometimes for some friends birthday party, I just have to entertain.
But I just dont like to be controlled.......
I am someone that the more you control me the more I will do it.

Just last week, I lost control of myself again.
I created a argument because the person keep nagging me.
but then I AM VERY SOBER.
We fight, but i didnt wanted to use any force because i know my strength is too big.
But what I got back is all injures and that person is totally fine.

The fight is over.... And I try to explain things to that person.
But that person just dont want to listen.
and say i created the problem.
am I the only problem. I am up to blame
AM I?
Who Can understand me?

I know when I put on this post it may sound very blur to a lot of ppl.
But I just wan a place to vain it out even if I am posting rubbish.
I am sorry reader, Bear with me....
I am losing my mind soon.

And this guys i want to intro to all my reader,
His name is 小左, Taiwanese. My Taiwan friend....
He is like my night time tour guide, Bringing my friend and I around to find good food around Taiwan.
Seriously, Taiwanese you all are just too friendly.