At the end of my 13days trip to USA and Thailand. I have though through alot of things. And ESP on my very last day. I have been thinking what kind of life I want. It's 2013 already and this year I am 24.

Sometimes I am very lost. I need someone to be there to guide me. But who will there be for me? When I really look through I don't really have much friends around me.

those true friends around me are gone. Those that understand me.

In the past I use to be a very happy kid. Always enjoying. There will be someone out there taking care of me. But I suddenly don't feel that way now. Is it because I am getting older?

What is seriously happening to my life? I just feel so fuck up.

My relationship have been going to a down point as well. There are lots of ppl who asked me to give up. I don't want. I just love. I need ways to solve and not asking me to break up. We have went through lots of thick and thin it's not so easy to give up my love.

And this blog. It use to be so many ppl viewing. Now it's like so dead. That is one of the reason I not blogging so much.

Can someone please talk to me.
Andy is feeling helpless now.