I haven blog for a while.
Becoz I am packing up my feeling and starting up a new life.
No more emotional issue put in me.

Really thank you people around me supporting me all these while.
You guys really dunno how much i want to appreciate your support.

Thru out this period of time there have been a lot of songs I been hearing,
One of the songs are - Avicii -Wake me up
Its suppose to be a clubbing song. Can u believe my tears dropped?
The meaning are so powerful.
"Wake me up when its all over, When I am wiser and I am older..."
When the girl asked, "They dont like us.... Why?"
I asked myself why as well.....

Next song is a chinese song, 想你的夜。(The night that I miss you)
I know some may not understand.
Dont worry I will do a translate.
Its say the day when we broke up, seeing u walked away.
I was waiting for u in the empty and lonely room.

The most emotional part was when he sing the chores.
The part when he asked himself is him being too selfish,
Am I?

Next Song is also a chinese song
只是太爱你
Because I love you too much.
This song also talked about dunno how to love a person and make the person leaving.
But the reason why I love so much is because I dunno will I have such a person to be with me again.
Something like that.
Nvm, Anyway. this song I sang it, I cried with it.
I even tot of flim a MV for it.
Haha, Luckily I didnt. IF not you guys will laugh your ass off....

Last song is actually Unfriend you.
Dont think I need to show that MV.
But why I decided to unfriend that person is because I felt that I am done with it.


For all my past relationship I have been thru, There are some that I felt that I am sorry.
Sorry that I have done wrong to them, Sorry that I been messing around.

But for this last relationship I dont feel that I am wrong at all.
I did my best for that person. Done whatever she wanted.
I think last sat i posted abt I done her a $600 birthday celebration, is it appreciated?
When I came back from Australia the 1st thing I did was to bring her for a $300 dinner at pollen.
Is it appreciated?

All these are just money, so nvm.....

Do everyone know, when I am sick when I came back from Australia.
She went to see doctor with me. But she ask me, Dont touch me.... I dont want to fall sick, next few weeks are my holiday I want to enjoy my holiday..... Uncaring? I know, i didnt even want to touch her.

When she needed a passport size photo scanned for her Uni student card. I offered to scan it for her, after scan and mail it to her. "Why is it not straight?"
Next time I do it myself, such a simple thing oso cannot get it done?
What? I am a slave?

Lastly, I heard that 1 year ago she already told one of her good friend, she wanted to have a open relationship.
If you guys dunno what is open relationship let me explain.
Open relationship means to have more then 1 lover.
Since she wanted it so badly why still stay with me until i went Australia.
Isn't she thinking of using me, money wise, or whatever.


Guys that know her name starts with a "H".
Opened up your eyes and look at it.
she might be young. but she is a freaking user,
Ever once I asked her, why you are not contacting so and so......
She said, they never contact me, why should I contact them.
This is  the kind of friend you want?

As I said on facebook. I got all kind of prove that I kept.
So. SEE FOR YOURSELF!
Last post for that BITCH!
FUCK OFF!!!!

I am not childish to do all these. This is my freaking blog.
I post whatever I want.
And I just want my friends to open up their eyes and take a closer look.
Dont judge by my cover or her cover.......