Day number 3 of me writing back blog.

Feeling: Not good.

Its a Friday night, and I felt terrible.

Have you ever had a feeling of dying legitly?

Dont worry, this is not a suicide note.
I still cant die yet as there are too much responsibility on me.

Somehow i felt i really lose a lot of things,
My Career
My Friends
My Relationship

Basically its like there are nothing for me to look forward to.

Maybe I shouldnt say about all these here ba.
As there is a saying "dont show the nagetive part of you to others".

So let me share something else then.
Today business at Sg Night Fest was a good one.
Business sales was good.
Quite a lot of crowd.
My Sister came.

Yah, thats it.

I mean like you guys will think, oh you still have your business right.
You still have your sister.
You still have your business partners.

Maybe its just not as simple as you think.
I am not really open up to a lot people.
Even my blood sister doesnt really know what happen to me.

I wish to find true friends, but at the same time i dont trust so easily.

Sucks to be me.

Okay write till here.

Let me drink my sorrow.
There is a song that totally describe my feeling now.
I'm a mess




Goodnight........